| rdfs:comment | - PERSONALITY: Kind, caring, sexy, motherly nature, but lately can be confused and emotional. Paige was just an ordinary Amaran, she had a simple life with her mother and father on the planet Pii IV. It was true that planet was murderous but it was all she knew. Over the years she grew up fighting the bitter elements and struggling to find food, her father often had to fly into space to do supply runs but it was home to us nonetheless. TO BE CONTINUED........
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| abstract | - PERSONALITY: Kind, caring, sexy, motherly nature, but lately can be confused and emotional. Paige was just an ordinary Amaran, she had a simple life with her mother and father on the planet Pii IV. It was true that planet was murderous but it was all she knew. Over the years she grew up fighting the bitter elements and struggling to find food, her father often had to fly into space to do supply runs but it was home to us nonetheless. One day my father's ship came back, he had been gone all night and most the day. Little did he know that the Sith had boarded his ship and hid within. The rest of that day and into the night was normal but later that night, the Sith crept into our home. A huge bloody battle broke out as my father and mother tried to fight the Sith to save us kids. I never saw it all as i hide in the shadows. One by one they slade my family until only i was left hiding in the shadows. One of the 2 Sith saw me their and started to advance into the shadows after me. But then his eyes just stared blankly before falling to the ground. A man stood their where the Siths were once and peered at me through the shadows. He had a weapon the same as the Sith. A Jedi i found out later who took me to safety. Taking pity on me, he took me under his care. I spent years with him trying to learn the ways of the Jedi but something didn't feel right, like i didn't belong. He became like a father to me since i was only 8 years old when i came into his care. His name i can not reveal, for he was more then a Jedi and therefore hunted. I remember being taken planet to planet, never settled in one place for too long. I am still not sure why the Sith had attacked my family that night, maybe my dad angered them. I do not know but i know even now at 16yrs old i am still running. The time had come for me to leave my new adopted father and venture on my own. I was a disappointment to him, a failure if you will because of my lack of vision and discipline but i always felt there was more then hiding and running out there. So i left where we was and headed for Tattooine. A remote sand planet not for the faint hearted but i had no choice. It was there that i would start a new family and therefore a new life. By now i was 20, quiet and quite alone. A huge wolf like creature appeared one day out of no where. He looked scary and from afar you wouldn't blame me. He came closer and closer ,sniffing, licking, then picking me up and over his shoulder carried me kicking and screaming. His name later i found out was Storm and was the sweetest guy. He bedded me that night like some cave animal claiming a mate but what i felt in those hours made me forget how he took me in the first place. I became pregnant that night as well. Some months later our daughter Maxxine was born. I loved my girl and Storm was such a proud father, things were going great until one fatal day. I was kidnapped from Starwind, the one place i could call home truly after being on the run. There was conflict within the family and one white wolf like creature wanted me as his mate. It was horrible as i was lead away under false pretenses. I cried for days, begging for my daughter who was left back with Starwind. Finally he must of had enough and gone to get her. But he showed some kindness and i started to see some possible good in him. So my guard came down and that's when the mind erasing began. I don't know how or when it started but to this day i cant remember everyone or all of the people within Starwind, my daughter was even mind erased to forget Storm but it didn't work properly and she remembered even when i didn't, He tired of me some years later and sent me to a remote planet, in the otter rim areas, alone, abandoned. Hostile animals and natives began to swarm, fighting them everyday to keep my daughter and myself alive and fed, I don't know how long we were on that planet before a face appeared, saying we was to go with her but i was relieved to be going no matter who she was. It was Sybil from Starwind although i didn't remember her at first. I don't know how she found me but i owe her our lives. Finally Maxxine and i were heading back to a family only to be crushed once more. They only found me because he died. My beloved Storm died. All this time of guilt and lost loneliness. He thought we left him, abandoned him. The family head Gryff told of his suffering of missing us, his child taken from him. In all this sadness i found a surprise. Storm had a son long before he took me as his mate, a strong man named Orion. Now as i struggle to fight my emotions about the death, about my daughter having no father, with unsure how much i am excepted back into the family.. Now i face a greater challenge at the age of 35yrs..... Orion, a glimmer of hope in my world that seems so taboo and heartbroken. Even the ghost of Storm seems to disapprove. How i must keep fighting this, this desire...... So i sit alone wondering if i truly should stay or leave Starwind, or will Orion be the one that saves my troubled soul... i guess time will tell...... TO BE CONTINUED........
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